February 2009
we're okay, until the day we're not
“you have toiled and labored. now you deserve rest”
i’m at peace with being unimpressive. i sleep better at night.
January 2009
owe
have you ever seen someone you loathes fate and realized your’s is the same?
vvvvvim sorry for the entry below. i was just being dramatic
this little light of mine
honestly i never tell anyone about my problems
because i have none.
i don't care
three women are murdered by their boyfriends everyday. 5,950 people were buried alive between 1750 and 1920. spouses predominately choose the home as the desired location to commit murder. dildos are illeagl in 7 states 80% of fourth grade girls have already been on some sort of diet only one man in U.S. history has been convicted of cannibalism guns in america kill more people in a week than...
dust to dust
attention is so easily shifted from one pitiful being to another. we never linger on a certain scene for more than a few minutes. we grow jealous of the suffering set out before us. why are we not that miserable? why don’t we have a reason for so much pain?
and then our attention is redirected.
a broken spirit, redirect a betrayed trust, redirect a victim’s song, redirect a...
hollywoodland
the setting is small town A. everyone knows everyone, everyone loves everyone, everyone wants to kill everyone.
there is no originality. they all dress the same they all have the same schedule they all have “password” as their password.
the characters are perfectly molded to say what the audience wants to make the fans rather disembowl themeselves while masterbating at the bottom of...
doomsday
have you ever wanted to say something to someone but do not have the poetic beauty to even get close to expressing it? and for that you feel like a sack of shit?
fact 001 : today, i would pay someone to beat the shit out of me
a better fuck.
i was writing an entry of epic proportions, but some cunt’s myspace froze my computer. so i guess i’ll just improv from here.
you know what i’m really afraid of? besides spiders and deep water and puppets and three legged black cats? the dark. i have night lights, and i leave the door open, and the tv is always on and im still terrified to close my eyes. somewhere the boogeyman...
Heroin or Suicide?
have you ever walked into a room, taken a look around, and wanted to run right back out?
have you ever done that six times in a row?
hangover
my new year’s resolution is to break my new year’s resolution.